They make me feel understood and not alone.
Okay I have always dealt with depression. I was also a cutter and back in May I attempted suicide. I was sent to the pavilion for a few days. After I got out I knew I wanted to get better, but I still had the thoughts and cut a little bit. Well In July my friend and I were in the car and Holding On To You came on. I instantly felt something and once "this ain't a noose" came on I knew I had to know more about the artist. I started looking Twenty One Pilots up and started falling in love. In July I did cut once, but I was still doing pretty well. So then came the time for school to start. I began to get stressed out and had my thoughts return. I would listen to Twenty One Pilots and they would make me feel better. I would get suicidal thoughts again, but their music would make the thoughts go away. Ok a couple a few weeks ago, about in the middle of September, I did start cutting again. Well on September 26, 2013 I saw Twenty One Pilots live in concert at the verizon theatre. I was front row right in front of Tyler's piano. I got a point from Tyler, due to some girl throwing a letter on stage that he threw off and needed to get. Seeing them preform was the best moment of my life. I almost cried throughout the whole show just because how much they have saved me and I got to see them live! After that I knew I had to stop cutting. Even when I got home and had somethings happen I got the thoughts of both cutting and suicide but listening to their music pushed those thoughts away. Twenty One Pilots, Tyler and Josh, have saved my life. I want to say that I have never connected with anything like this before. They make me feel understood and not alone. I Love Tyler and Josh so much!